Yes, I, am going to write about relationships, kinda, again...
So there's this one guy, I shall dub "Octav", now Octav has been coming in the bakery solid for like a year now, at least semi-regularly, sometimes during the week, but I don't work week days anymore, Saturdays are all I care about.
This guy comes in the Bakery and usually gets out a "Hi, how are you?" before I can fully grasp that I need to respond, I'm really socially awkward, in my opinion, so I just respond "Hi, good, how are you? He then tells me exactly what he wants, I get it for him, money is exchanged in the proper amounts, and then he says "Thank you, have a good day!" without being prompted, to which I reply " Thanks, you too!" To which he says "Thanks" then leaves the store till the next weekend...
What bothers me is that I don't even know this guy's actual name! I never ask! Frankly, I'm not sure how to ask, without sounding creepy and drooling out the side of my mouth, and if I do say so myself, he's not bad looking, at all. But that's just it, I don't know, I don't know who all he's buying donuts for, himself, girlfriend, wife, friends, hey who knows, maybe he's buying for his boyfriend?
All I know is that I legitimately like this guy as a customer, and I want to know more, without screwing up "the balance" of the bakery. And I would watch a bunch of YouTube videos from professional advice givers, but I seriously doubt they have a video on how to ask your favorite customer's name, that you just so happen to find attractive, and doesn't seem to stare at my right hand.
Maybe this guy's just being nice, maybe he's already taken, maybe I'm his favorite counter help at the bakery, but who knows? Not me, that's why I MUST find out, but how, any similar situations? Message me on my FB page, twitter, what have you, I need help!!!
Tuesday, May 23, 2017
Friday, May 12, 2017
Like This!
What's the old saying, "a watched pot never boils"? I think that's what Ma always said growing up...Among other things, but enough about that, this blog is about ME!...
But seriously, you know you're always welcome to like, comment, or share anything I post on here, or my Facebook page-https://www.facebook.com/lindsayslifewithcp/, follow me on twitter- @LindsMRoach, or Instagram- lindsayroach. My rules for actually friending someone are as follows- I have to actually have met you in real life, it's not that difficult...Safety reasons...
I would say I don't care if you like me or not but who am I kidding, I used to be a Sociology major back in the day, we as people, are social creatures, we want to be liked, I just have the worst timing imaginable when it comes to people actually being awake to read, watch things, which brings me to,linzr89, is a YouTube channel you should check out. In short, read, connect, interact, tell me what you want to read about, and have a great weekend.
But seriously, you know you're always welcome to like, comment, or share anything I post on here, or my Facebook page-https://www.facebook.com/lindsayslifewithcp/, follow me on twitter- @LindsMRoach, or Instagram- lindsayroach. My rules for actually friending someone are as follows- I have to actually have met you in real life, it's not that difficult...Safety reasons...
I would say I don't care if you like me or not but who am I kidding, I used to be a Sociology major back in the day, we as people, are social creatures, we want to be liked, I just have the worst timing imaginable when it comes to people actually being awake to read, watch things, which brings me to,linzr89, is a YouTube channel you should check out. In short, read, connect, interact, tell me what you want to read about, and have a great weekend.
Tuesday, May 9, 2017
Something...
At first I was going to talk about how I was less than three months away from my high school reunion, which leaves me feeling ancient...10 YEARS...
Then I was gonna write about how I have no idea who my health insurance provider will be, come January 2018....
Then I wanted to rant about my fear of clowns ever since the Mariah Carey music videos we had to watch, thanks to my babysitter being OBSESSED at the time with them...
THAT BRINGS ME TO...My actual topic-cyberbullying, it's been popping up on facebook, not to mention TV shows, that aren't even about anyone committing suicide-like that one show, on that one online streaming channel. I sincerely hope that none of my comments towards the random haters in my life has been misconstrued as cyberbullying but rather as cyber self-defense. I didn't ask to be judged, picked on, or made fun of in real life or cyberlife, yet so many of us are. I would say it's because people are just jealous, but the truth is some people are just assholes who will tell you to kill yourself-yes this happened to me as an adult, as a pre/teen someone made threats and held something approximately the right size to my head one day...see The Middle School Years...But I was told to kill myself as an adult, in a place that worked with teenagers no less, by adults who just didn't care. At the time-I was coming up with suicide plans as it was-I didn't need their "help". Luckily everything worked out fine in my case, I got help, and didn't do anything rash, and figured out that the true way to make them suffer was by living life to the fullest, which I intend to do everyday for the rest of it-till it comes to a natural end.
Something that also changes your mind- almost having your life taken from you, the blood clots and bleeding back in July 2016, changes your perspective on life, you worry less, love more, and overall are happy you don't have to get poked all the time anymore, once off the blood thinners...
Basically if you happen to be reading this after having been cyberbullied, feeling suicidal, please don't kill yourself, distance yourself from those people clearly, but please don't do it, don't kill yourself.
Then I was gonna write about how I have no idea who my health insurance provider will be, come January 2018....
Then I wanted to rant about my fear of clowns ever since the Mariah Carey music videos we had to watch, thanks to my babysitter being OBSESSED at the time with them...
THAT BRINGS ME TO...My actual topic-cyberbullying, it's been popping up on facebook, not to mention TV shows, that aren't even about anyone committing suicide-like that one show, on that one online streaming channel. I sincerely hope that none of my comments towards the random haters in my life has been misconstrued as cyberbullying but rather as cyber self-defense. I didn't ask to be judged, picked on, or made fun of in real life or cyberlife, yet so many of us are. I would say it's because people are just jealous, but the truth is some people are just assholes who will tell you to kill yourself-yes this happened to me as an adult, as a pre/teen someone made threats and held something approximately the right size to my head one day...see The Middle School Years...But I was told to kill myself as an adult, in a place that worked with teenagers no less, by adults who just didn't care. At the time-I was coming up with suicide plans as it was-I didn't need their "help". Luckily everything worked out fine in my case, I got help, and didn't do anything rash, and figured out that the true way to make them suffer was by living life to the fullest, which I intend to do everyday for the rest of it-till it comes to a natural end.
Something that also changes your mind- almost having your life taken from you, the blood clots and bleeding back in July 2016, changes your perspective on life, you worry less, love more, and overall are happy you don't have to get poked all the time anymore, once off the blood thinners...
Basically if you happen to be reading this after having been cyberbullied, feeling suicidal, please don't kill yourself, distance yourself from those people clearly, but please don't do it, don't kill yourself.
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